So I feel like I need to clear things up and explain why I suddenly disappeared and stopped blogging.
Getting it all out, I basically went through a huge stage of poor motivation, loss of confidence and my mental health went down hill. I stopped blogging, I stopped posting on Instagram consistently and I stopped modelling. As well as all the other daily things that are necessary. I stopped self care and things that kept me going. Lets just say things began to get difficult and slightly out of hand. Deep down I know I needed a break from blogging and other things but in my gut, I know I didn’t want to stop. I wanted to carry on creating content and doing the things I used to enjoy. But the thing was, although I was passionate about these things, at the time I began to slowly lose interest in them. I just sadly didn’t have the mental energy to continue at that moment in time.
I had quite a few months away from my creative work and now that I am in a better head space, full of motivation again and getting my creative abilities back, I look back and know that was the best thing for me to do. I think my fear of having a break from this was that I believed I may have just quit and given up. I really didn’t want to but it was that loss of confidence that was driving me that way. However, sometimes you have to think about what is best for you. You need to sometimes put the things you love aside to really take care of yourself. I feel like being in a good headspace and gradually getting creative again I am getting my energised self back. I will start doing the things I used to love again but I will not rush into it and do it all at once because it is a gradual process.
To help get my creative juices flowing I will be looking at different topics to write about but if have any topics you want me to cover please leave in the comments ❤